I have a writer who works with me at Invest UK Publishing and suffers from
something called Chronic Fatigue Disorder.
Her name is Anjana and she is a mother of two, based in India. She has read
the article you and I wrote from our site and has shared some near-death
experiences, which she describes here. Thank you for doing this Robbie.

 

I had a vague knowledge of it. Till I experienced it.
When I delivered my second child through a C-section and was under the spell of anesthesia, I was transported to a never-ending tunnel of light where figures were flowing and I could see myself as a distinct entity vis-à-vis my own body and could "see" the nurses in the operation theatre moving around and talking. I was looking at them from afar my own body and I thought I had died. It was much later that I came to know that what I had experienced was a 'near death experience' and had been transported into the halo tropic sphere. Many years passed by and the incident was just another memory of something strange I had experienced. Ever since my illness since the autumn of 2004, I have had many similar experiences, which can be described as paranormal. There have been countless experiences where I have felt dying moments and felt very close to death, as if my soul was readying to leave my body. Chronic fatigue syndrome is associated with debilitating weakness and lack of vital energy. As I discovered in my quest for answers to my experiences, I gathered that since the vital energy is depleted, in CFS, that being the very source of any life form or piranha as it is referred to, when the body is at the lowest ebb of this very life force and source, one really is close to death and has such feelings. Another time when I experienced an "out of body" experience was during one of the scans that I was undergoing and was injected with a radioactive substance and then gamma rays were passed to scan my body. Strangely, whenever the rays passed my affected right parts, I felt a "charka activation", and felt a strange force overpowering me. It was unnerving to say the least. Most chronic illness sufferers routinely suffer from depression and a basic lack of interest in living life itself and I was no different. There have been many occasions where I have questioned myself the futility and usefulness of my life in my vegetated state and whether it was worth living at all.

Once I had a dream of traveling by train and a fellow traveler trying to asphyxiate me. Strangely, I didn’t resist and in fact went on to thank him for relieving me of my pain. While experiencing this, I had an out of body feeling and identified my body as a different identity from my soul and could actually feel the throttle and got up in a shocked state. Maybe it was just a nightmare...I do not know. My spiritual awakening has also transpired during my illness and I just feel that so many hinges, issues, people, desires, wants, needs are very much inconsequential.

I have delved deeper into my experiences and have learnt that these are a reflection of the inner diseased body and mind weakened by the same and a lack of desire in living life in such a state. Of course, these are NEAR death experiences and not death experiences themselves but I think I now know how it would possibly feel when I die. Till that happens, I shall just await divine intervention but of course I wont live to tell the tale…
regards
Anjana  "

She wants to know if you could shed any light on this and what she should read from this.
Any help you can provide, would be much appreciated…

Thank You Robbie…Kina

Blessings Anjana, I wish you well first off…with every ounce of our being we are given challenges throughout this life here to see how well we adapt to circumstances that involve salutations as such that you are going through.

Some might encounter much more in their lifetime then others yet we all walk the path of enlightenment one time or another while we draw a breathe on this plane.

THE VERY SOURCE OF YOU…your inner self for the lack of a better term, graduates many times in many areas of spirituality throughout your existence “of being.”

When we are confronted with disabilities as such we are more or put in a more heightened awareness of what is going on around us as that what is going on within us. At times it may seem such a struggle to live for the day and yet we walk the path of knowledge knowing much in hindsight, it’s the taking for granted the little aspects of how we nurture those intricate moments to gain fruitfully in order to obtain what is right.

What you have experienced like many in this life we walk is a form of awakening, we have many throughout our lives those who take heed to them are the student becoming the teachers within themselves.

Those that ignore and mistake it for something else always seem to repeat the lesson until they acquire the proper attunement to move forward.

In much of what you have written me here is self-explanatory indeed. You, now correct me if I am wrong, but through reading you as I am now you are on the verge of accepting more which comes your way. I would call this an opening of the arms of acceptance without withstanding any thought of prejudice whatsoever in the enlightenment of self.

The only thing I feel from you is the door is opened yet you still question a tiny bit while seeing through that doorway knowing what you seek is right in front of you.

It’s hard at times while we sit in the second guessing mode and the solace we seek is crying out to us for embracement.

You are and have encountered many aspects of astral travel or out of body experience. Take it one step further making each time lined event, by keeping journal of it as a focal point and reflective analogue.

This is a most beautiful way to express to yourself the greatest gift to your inner guide that you are a team working in unison with spirit in the universe.

I hope this helps you for you are very open in the realm of spirituality a bookmark of your very own I would say!

Thank you so much for writing me Anjana through Kina…God Bless You.

If you have questions or comments you wish to be addressed please write to me at robbiethomas@cogeco.ca and tune into http://www.achieveradio.com Sunday's from 8 pm Eastern Time on "A Link To Heaven Radio".