Dear Robbie,

 

How can I rid myself of this pain I have towards two individuals that were suppose to be instrumental in my life yet I fell let down. The hurt resonates from childhood experiences and this has a tremendous effect on my life now. I use to have re-current dreams of my father chasing me with an axe and I was carrying a chicken’s head in my hands running away from him as a child but haven’t in my adulthood. Can you help me figure this out?

 

Many blessings

 

Shirley, Ontario Canada

 

Well Shirley as children we are often told to shut up when we want to get our point across at times. The emphasis on the fact you held the head of a chicken in your hands shows the fact whatever or whenever you wish to talk at times and that your father was the parental one in your dream most of the guidance of when to talk and when it was appropriate come from him. This has a tough relationship value at times in father daughter relationships. The person who wants to control or have the control factor usually is the one doing the chasing and having an instrument such as an axe for fright factor.

 

When we see something as vivid as a chickens head in your hands means the actual cutting off of your view or wanting to talk has been made through the one who is in control. This leaves one in a unstable feeling at best so therefore we run not so much from the fear but from the control factor wanting to rid ourselves of not being able to speak out mind. This has affected you to the point to have re-current dream of this while young for it was in these years you were being tormented this way. I always say children are to be heard and seen not that of the opposite.

 

As you stated it was during the time of your youth while living under his roof, and since then it has dissipated meaning you are now in control of your life…

 

There you go Shirley I hope this helps you with this dream and its true meaning…

 

As for the part of letting go and moving on, the key lay within you! Forgiveness is not just exuded outward towards the individual that has done us harm yet that of looking inward and offering yourself that reprieve from the burden you carry. Loving yourself fully in the acceptance of a willing being that is you can achieve much in the way of moving mountains. Remember you are number one in this life, and love yourself each and everyday fully. Look inward obtaining what is yours, the right to complete fulfillment in the means of forgiveness allowing you to move in a direction of all-good. Sometimes people miss this point and only equate half the source of giving, the second part being for you. The fact you still reflect upon this part of your life shows me you are harboring this ill feelings inside that are containing you to a point of this recall. It’s time to rid yourself of this and love you! The burden isn’t yours to carry, offer it up to the universe, and let God our creator take that from your shoulders for this is his wishes for you. It may seem like a roadblock of sorts for you at this point in time, however, we can make those mountains move and move fast. Keep the faith Shirley, while keeping the faith in you, you deserve this whole-heartedly…you are so blessed!

 

God Bless You Always

 

Robbie

 

Shirley writes back September 12 2006…

 

Robbie you are absolutely right! I feel much better talking with you and having you write to me about this. It has opened my eyes to which you will never know I thank you so very much from the bottom of my heart. This has done me good to hear this along with you speaking with me about this. You are a darling!

 

 

Lots of love Shirley